Anyone's Ghost

I should start something new, and fast. This old thing is just not doing it for me anymore. I'm in such a crisis, like never before. Still, I can't really point out the problem. From outside everything is perfect. I have a good job and people are very happy with my performance. I make enough money. I'm finally healthy. I have lots of nice friends around me, old and new. My family loves me. (The list goes from less important to more important, so that you don't think my priorities are the problem...)

I'm stressed out and never have enough time to see friends or just relax. That is nothing new, and I doubt that is the thing that is wearing me out.

Something is. Badly.

And it is not as if he is helping...